Anxiety

Anxiety

Never been shy to a challenge

it’s the thoughts I couldn’t manage

I really couldn’t explain it as a youth

but what is true

Is that it beat me black and blue

I had no choice but to listen to

Forced a

reoccurring food

anxiety inside of me eating me whole

no one knows

the troubles I hold

it gets really cold

always feeling alone

even tho

the room is full of people u know

who say they love u

u always feel it’s only u

In this world Only secluded to

unstable dreams

of me screaming

trying to be saved

I don’t even know my name

falling to the bottom of the sea

it’s pulling me so deep

i need gills

so I can breathe

a mermaid

I must be

I don’t know

I’m so confused

who am I

Am I just a phase

a girl afraid of loud sounds

but pound of the bass

in my ears

makes all my weaknesses

disappear

I appear to be

in the eyes opposite

of me

royalty a super being

but to me looking internally

I’m just a weakling swallowed by

anxiety trying to

break free

but I’m held captive

I feel so weak

anxiety

let go of me 3x