Give you everything

[Intro]
With all the wishes I have ever wished were to come true. I wish I didn't know what I already new. So if you feel abandoned. I'm so sorry, let me tell you the truth.
[Verse]
It started on the internet then went straight into text. Exciting and new. There was one thing left to do. Meet up and see what we actually were to each other.  It was everything to me . Just to see, the person who saved me. My life full of tragedy. She was my dreams beyond dreams. Here beauty and her way of life. Overshadowed anything that I could provide. We also walked in two different lives. Her life there. My life here and everywhere. But still feel in love. Hand in hand we fit like a glove.
[Pre Chorus]
But that was so long ago. Things are different now. She wanted more then I could provide. See I tried. To make things better.
[Chorus]
It was Christmas Day when you told me to take you home. On the day I was going to commit to you. I didn't know what to think. But I new I was losing you. On the day I was going to give you everything.
[Verse]
Months go by. I finally hear from her again. Only this time it's to hear the story. After leaving me she ran back home to him months later she tells me she is pregnant with you. Anger subsided because I already new.  Then years later after you were born. Finally got to see you hold you. I know you won't remember but we played all day. Then you would come to visit one more time before I was to leave. I cried all night because I new I was leaving my family. I ran back to my life of drugs and tragedy. Broke your mommas heart . Leaving her really saddened me. But when I got the letter that said you were not mine. My anger grew inside. I cried. Because I wanted you. But you were not mine.
[Pre Chorus]
But that was so long ago. Things are different now. She wanted more then I could provide. See I tried. To make things better.
[Chorus]
It was Christmas Day when you told me to take you home. On the day I was going to commit to you. I didn't know what to think. But I new I was losing you. On the day I was going to give you everything.

[Bridge]
Even though I'm not around I think about you all the time. In my head you will always be mine. Least I know you have a strong mother. So I know you will be fine. So if you ever think no one wanted you. Not true. I wish you mine.
[Pre Chorus]
But that was so long ago. Things are different now. She wanted more then I could provide. See I tried. To make things better.
[Chorus]
It was Christmas Day when you told me to take you home. On the day I was going to commit to you. I didn't know what to think. But I new I was losing you. On the day I was going to give you everything.

Indie-rock, metal, hard rock