The stress is mine

[Intro]
The toxic monster you saw in the end is who they are. they disrespect you, making YOU the problem for reacting. They deny their behavior, "You attract what you fear."  My toxic habit is that l get thrilled when someone is rude to me, because now I have an excuse to be even ruder back. Emotionally I still care, Mentally l've checked out from everyone.
[Chorus]
I wish I could see myself through someone else's eyes and feel the energy from their perspective. All of your enemies are friends you lost along the way. I stopped listening to what people say... Biggest waste of time?
Waiting on someone who can't decide.  Life is yours, death is mine.  Happiness is yours-but stress belongs to me.
[Verse]
You don't need to be liked, respected, or loved by everyone. Oh, I'm sorry, are you mad because I don't tolerate your lies, games, and disrespect?
You're not upset I hurt you, you're upset I see you clearly and you can't manipulate me anymore. If you don't like it, fix yourself. Stop blaming me. You think you're avoiding pain, but you're avoiding your Self. The sadness, the grief, the rage, they are not enemies.
They are parts of you waiting to be witnessed. Avoidance is not protection; it's abandonment.
[Chorus]
I wish I could see myself through someone else's eyes and feel the energy from their perspective. All of your enemies are friends you lost along the way. I stopped listening to what people say... Biggest waste of time?
Waiting on someone who can't decide.  Life is yours, death is mine.  Happiness is yours-but stress belongs to me.


[Bridge]
You were the right person at the wrong time, and now we're just a memory. Manipulation is when they blame you for their toxic behavior, but never discuss the disrespect that triggered you.

[Final Chorus]
I wish I could see myself through someone else's eyes and feel the energy from their perspective. All of your enemies are friends you lost along the way. I stopped listening to what people say... Biggest waste of time?
Waiting on someone who can't decide.  Life is yours, death is mine.  Happiness is yours-but stress belongs to me.

[Outro]

Metalcore, hiphop, numetal, dubstep, metal, rap