Yeah i said fuck love
Had alot of bitches that i could've fucked
Thinking back i think maybe i should've
But i was too nice of a guy
Treating girls right, but then i still wonder why
Why it was so difficult just to find a girl to be with
Someone who i can be me and doesn't trip
But holy shit
Everything time i get with a girl she turn out to be a hoe
Maybe from the start i should've known
But i was too naive
I started to believe
That there could be someone for me
But like a Indecisive song
i hate you then i love you
Are these feeling right or wrong?
Thinking bout it to much
Doesn't matter the pains goes away after popping a pill and hitting the bong
You taught me I cant trust anybody at all
Now im sitting here feeling all alone
there so much fuck boys and hoes playing each others hearts like toys
When feeling get caught you can’t
Even decide you can trust this person or not
And
Im so sick and tired seeing good girls turning bad
Im not talking shit im speaking facts
Been through a lot of relationship back to back
Im not looking for a one night stand fuck that
Had me believing You could be my better half
All we did was smile and laugh
Gave you my heart
how could you do me like that
Sometimes i cant believe i want you back
Talking about love? Whats the fuck that ?
At first i had high hope for you
But High hope lead to devastation
But if you stayed with me we couldve had a connection
Fuck love but yours love was the only exception
I aint gonna trip
i aint gon say nothing.
People like say
“Everything happens for a reason”
So If that the case i think ima need another lesson
“people come and go like the seasons”
Trynna get over you, was like an impossible mission
I still got shit to tell you
but you would never listen
The only 2 wanted to ask was;
what did i do wrong ;
what was i missing?
Wanted to have you back
But i cant so i guess im just wishing
Wishing for someone who can help get this pain out my chest
Someone who can help me replace memories and help me forget
Just the thought of you makes me want to break down and reminisce
Make me go back to the first day we kissed
Made you my everything
how did we end up like this
In the end all you wanted was to have fun
Got me falling deep in love
Now i just feel fucking dumb
And its fucking suck to realize in my life
The girls i dated was nothing more than slut
Posting Half Naked Picture , then calling it self love
always claiming your only talking to me and nobody else
Are youre lying to me or only lying to yourself
I already knew something was off
I can already tell
But No matter what hard i tried, it always failed
Gave you everything i had, but it was still never enough
All i ever wanted was
A little support and a little bit of help
If anything all i really needed was a bit of love
But no matter what kind problem i had
you wouldnt try and help
If only you were my shoes then youll know how i felt
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