Honey wake up get your shoes on I’ll grab the keys but we gotta go it’s your mamma she’s in the hospital she’s not doing so well. Both car doors shut I turn the key the engine starts I start driving as fast as I can. It’s pouring so hard I can hardly see. my husband still can’t even look at me . tears still just rolling down his cheeks. I hear him begin to pray please god just let us make it there. Stop driving so fast he says to me. It’s to late the car starts to spin out of control spin out of control I can feel the wheels leave the road now we’re flying through the air….
I can’t see you honey where are we I must have been dreaming . I can’t see my husband but I can hear him he’s prayin again please god let her come back to me please dont take her too.
Honey I’m here can’t you hear me where are we. I can hear my husband I still can’t see him he’s talking to some man . All the kids are here now baby he softly takes my hand I can feel him but I still can’t see him will someone please talk to me. Baby he says I hope you can forgive me he starts sobbing I promised you I wouldn’t keep you on a machine oh no oh no I’m in the hospital I remember now the car spinning out of control and the wheels leaving the road what have I done. I’m gonna give the kids sometime to say there goodbyes I love you he says to me. I can hear all my kids crying mommy don’t go stay with us please god don’t take our mommy from us. Sheets of sobbing fills the room and there’s nothing absolutely nothing I can do. I’m so sorry my sweet angels I wish you could hear me I love you and I’m gonna miss you so. AisLynn says to me mommy take me with you I don’t want you to leave me. Dakota and Becca start sobbing again Tyson is saying it’s time to go tell mom you love her Carter says I’ll always love you mom I’ll take care of them mom you don’t need to worry we’ll all be okay I love you they all leave and my husband comes back in the room the doctor is with him this time. When I’m gone he’s says you’ll just hear a flat steady beep. I can’t believe this is happening please don’t turn off my machines I’m not ready to say goodbye my kids still need me honey I love you
