Smoke crawling up the ceiling
Empty bottles by the bed
Every shadow in this room
Knows the things I never said
Streetlights bleeding through the blinds
Like ghosts looking in
I swear I hear my own name
When the silence settles in
And my heart beats slow
Like it’s tired of trying
Another midnight overdose
Of memories I’m hiding
I dance with demons in the dark
Let them tear my soul apart
Every scar glows neon blue
Every nightmare leads to you
I keep running through the flames
Trying to forget your name
But the darkness feels like home
When I’m breaking all alone
Cold hands wrapped around my throat
Fear tastes sweet tonight
I’m addicted to the chaos
To disappearing from the light
Broken mirrors on the floor
Show versions I don’t know
One keeps begging me to stay
One keeps telling me let go
Orange caps beside the sink
Tiny ghosts of how I cope
Black eyeliner tears on my hoodie
2AM with nowhere to go
Phone screen lighting up my face
While the whole world moves too slow
I hear sirens in the distance
Like they’re singing me to sleep
And the devil on my shoulder
Knows the promises I keep
I keep laughing at destruction
Like it’s all I’ve ever known
Turning pain into a party
Just so I don’t feel alone
I dance with demons in the dark
Let them tear my soul apart
Every scar glows neon blue
Every nightmare leads to you
I keep running through the flames
Trying to forget your name
But the darkness feels like home
When I’m breaking all alone
Maybe one day morning comes
And I finally survive
But tonight the moon feels heavy
And the dead inside’s alive
So I’ll fade into the black
Where the lost souls go
Still searching through the dark
For a way to grow and glow
