[Verse 1]
Needle marks on my skin
Like a map I keep drawing
Ash in the sink
And a phone I keep not calling
I said I’d quit tonight
Then I lit up and fell
Same old hands, same old lie
Same sweet little hell
[Pre-Chorus]
I can taste the floor now
Headed under slow
You pull me to the edge, love
Then you let me go
[Chorus]
I’m drowning in it
Drowning in it
Hold me up, hold me up
Before I slip
I’m drowning in it
Drowning in it
Needles and smoke
Got me losing my grip
[Verse 2]
Cold bag in my pocket
Warm shame in my mouth
I chase one more minute
Then I black the world out
You say, “look at me, baby”
But I look past your face
I keep sinking deeper
In a room full of haze
[Pre-Chorus]
I can taste the floor now
Headed under slow
You pull me to the edge, love
Then you let me go
[Chorus]
I’m drowning in it
Drowning in it
Hold me up, hold me up
Before I slip
I’m drowning in it
Drowning in it
Needles and smoke
Got me losing my grip
[Bridge]
If I break your heart
Would you still stay near?
If I call your name
Will you cut me clear?
I don’t want the ghost
I don’t want the chase
I want out of this body
And out of this place
[Final Chorus]
I’m drowning in it
Drowning in it
Hold me up, hold me up
Before I slip
I’m drowning in it
Drowning in it
Needles and smoke
Got me losing my grip
I’m drowning in it
Drowning in it
Say my name, say my name
Pull me back in this