Ceiling spinning slowly
Blue light in the room
Thoughts are getting lighter
Like smoke against the moon
I can hear my heartbeat
Buzzing in my veins
Everything feels softer
Nothing hurts the same
I’m too high to come down tonight
Floating somewhere out of sight
Mind gone quiet for the first time
No more war inside my mind
And I know this feeling fades away
But I still chase it anyway
Just to feel okay for one more night
I get high
Late-night conversations
Ashes on my jeans
Trying to escape the version
Of myself that no one sees
Every song sounds louder
Every note still glows
Maybe I’m addicted to the feeling
More than I even know
A blanket of numbness
Wrapped around my veins
Pulling me beneath the surface
Where the chaos drains
I get high
Like sinking into warm water
Weightless in the dark
Every fear dissolves a little
Every wound falls apart
I’m too high to come down tonight
Floating somewhere out of sight
Mind gone quiet for the first time
No more war inside my mind
And I know this feeling fades away
But I still chase it anyway
Just to feel okay for one more night
I get high
I’m losing track of time tonight
Neon shadows blur my sight
World keeps moving far below me
While I drift outside the noise
And I know the crash is waiting there
Hiding somewhere in the air
But right now I don’t wanna fight
I get high
Maybe I’m not chasing heaven
Maybe I just need relief
From the pressure and the emptiness
Living underneath
I’m too high to come down tonight
Floating somewhere out of sight
Mind gone quiet for the first time
No more war inside my mind
And I know this feeling fades away
But I still chase it anyway
Just to feel okay for one more night
I get high
