[Intro]
[radio quality][low vocal register]
Yeah
You ever talk to yourself
When the world hangs up?
Same
[Verse 1]
Heard my heart through a cracked speaker
Static on the line when I reach her
Therapist voice in a voice note
Play it back twice just to feel close
I wear hoodies in the summertime
Hide my eyes when they say I'm fine
Scroll till the whole day bleeds
Into one long screen, I can’t breathe
[Chorus]
[high quality][crescendo]
I'm down to earth but my head still hurts
Fell from the clouds just to land in the dirt
You say I'm loved but it don't sound true
Guess I'm the only one who don't believe you
Down to earth but my chest feels tight
Laugh in the day then I break at night
If you stay real when the crowd falls through
Talk to me low, just talk like you
[Verse 2]
I ain't special, I ain't chosen
Just a kid tryna keep eyes open
All these pills got my thoughts slow-motion
Friends turn ghost, then they post like they golden
Mama call, I let it ring twice
Pick up, lie, say I'm alright
Rent due, dreams in the red too
Tryna keep faith in a dead view
[Bridge]
[whispered vocals]
If I cry in the car, is it still a prayer?
If I laugh in a room, does it mean I'm there?
You see the mask, you don't see the tear
I'm scared of the day I disappear
[Chorus]