Nightmare

I wish I can get away from all my feelings and emotions but I can’t I have to deal with it all by myself every single years it never stops . I keep wishing to tell people how o really feel but I can’t man . I have to suffer alone all the time . I just wanted someone say all the words in my other songs I made in this app . But. I probably not get that all because I’m guy which that messed up . Why am I the getting this torture and I help others out but suffer in silence like how makes since? I want this pain go away but I can’t get rid of it of it . This is why I want to die . No one understands how I truly feel about anything.