Whole life 24/7

My life is not great rn everything is just suffering to end of my days after days I wish someone just see that I know that I'm not alone but I always feel like I'm alone no one really understand my feelings anymore even in my college life too. Mr Gavin thinks it's just in my head but its not anymore I do everything for that I love to anyone I feel that everyone used that against me I always end up l listening my music alone in my room with no one. Thinking my life choice. I don't know what to do in my life I feel I'm not myself with anyone anymore I just want be free From this but I can't be free. My past still hunt me to this day an I can't get rid of it. Family tears me apart. My dad always support my sister not matter what don't get me wrong I do that too but my dad never knew what I did awesome thing that I did only my mom notices that it's soo sad some time my mom just scream at me it's depends on what I dol. Same with my dad and my sisters too. And my ex friends too and my little / order cuzins too. My world is like breaking my life. I just wanna die I don't want suffer anymore.

If my cuzins see me in pain I want her to say

Niko I'm here for anything I'm so sorry that u have to suffer all this stuff I'm the one who need to say I'm. Sorry cuz i knew it's tuff But please don't die I need u in my life for the longest time u right I don't show it or say it offten. I don't call or text you I'm sorry cuz I'm just teeen u about to be adult we in different worlds rn I'm in high school and u in college.but I understand u saying tho for now om I call u every day text u once in awhile I pick up at Late nights and drive endless to anywhere we want. I LOVE U no matter what Niko I be ride or die cuzins for you I do anything to make u alive not die without me in it.

Thank you cuzin that I ment lot to me I never get this words out of your anyone life like that but in some point I might die in front of u or my depression in front of your arms u might cry and kill yourself to be with me idk. But thank you for all the words in this song and my other songs.

I LOVE U MORE with my entire heart

Now we see each other eye to eye, face to face my life vs your life : now I want you tell me your life story in different song it made make my day ☺️

[Female Vocal] my life is whole Different I explain it in person or even in music yes mostly music to explain how I feel about anything in my life

Now u know that whole truth Mr Gavin this song is for you too not just my cuzin I just don't know your life story but hopefully u let me know in some point but for now I'm done sharing my life.