[intro]
I’ve given my heart away
Too many times
Way way too many times
Love is scary
Giving away your trust
And soul
I gave everything
Told you all my secrets
To those
Ocean blue eyes
Looking at me
Staring into that deep blue beauty
[verse1]
I loved how
How you close your eyes
When you smile
How you scrunch your nose
When you laugh
Your soft voice
And small hands
I love your touch
The feel of your hair
I love all the things
You hate about yourself
But you, you
[chorus]
You hate everything I
Hate about myself
When you look at me
What do you see
Do you see a tool
For your own amusement
A door mat
To wipe your feet on
A target
For your anger
I give you my love
And time
I tell you my worse moments
All you see
Is ammo
matches
And kindle
[verse2]
I waited for you to love me
Waited for you to see me
To take my hand
Feel my breath
Kiss my lips
But you took my love and
Cut it into pieces
Saw my light
And casted a shadow
You were the prize
And I loved you
And you beat me for it
I’m fragile near you
My house of cards
You always pulled the right ones
And made it collapse
I don’t know how much longer
I can do this
I’m just so tired
So, so tired
God I’m tired
So goddamn tired
You were my star
And I was your admirer
You killed my soul
Snuffed my light
Dowsed me in gas
Through me in the trash
[outro]
You were my rock
I still feel like we’re connected
aren’t we better together
Than not
Should we stay the same
For everything that was fought
For but you made me pack up
And you kicked and screamed as
I walked out that door
But please don’t care now
The way you kept me down
Had me all turned around
Had my head turned upside down
I gave everything
Told you all my secrets
To those
Ocean blue eyes
Looking at me
Staring into that deep blue beauty
I’m just so tired
So, so tired
God I’m tired
So goddamn tired
So tired
[sad cello solo]
JONJON
