IM SO TIRED 2

I’ve given my heart away

Too many times

Way way too many times

Love is scary

Giving away your trust

And soul

I gave everything

Told you all my secrets

To those

Ocean blue eyes

Looking at me

Staring into that deep blue beauty

I loved how

How you close your eyes

When you smile

How you scrunch your nose

When you laugh

Your soft voice

And small hands

I love your touch

The feel of your hair

I love all the things

You hate about yourself

But you, you

You hate everything I

Hate about myself

When you look at me

What do you see

Do you see a tool

For your own amusement

A door mat

To wipe your feet on

A target

For your anger

I give you my love

And time

I tell you my worse moments

All you see

Is ammo

matches

And kindle

I waited for you to love me

Waited for you to see me

To take my hand

Feel my breath

Kiss my lips

But you took my love and

Cut it into pieces

Saw my light

And casted a shadow

You were the prize

And I loved you

And you beat me for it

I’m fragile near you

My house of cards

You always pulled the right ones

And made it collapse

I don’t know how much longer

I can do this

I’m just so tired

So, so tired

God I’m tired

So goddamn tired

You were my star

And I was your admirer

You killed my soul

Snuffed my light

Dowsed me in gas

Through me in the trash

You were my rock

I still feel like we’re connected

aren’t we better together

Than not

Should we stay the same

For everything that was fought

For but you made me pack up

And you kicked and screamed as

I walked out that door

But please don’t care now

The way you kept me down

Had me all turned around

Had my head turned upside down

I gave everything

Told you all my secrets

To those

Ocean blue eyes

Looking at me

Staring into that deep blue beauty

I’m just so tired

So, so tired

God I’m tired

So goddamn tired

So tired