[Intro]
Yeah…
Grey skies, cold nights…
She gone… but it ain’t
[Verse 1]
Ash on my jeans, heart full of frost
She said I changed, I said “what it cost?”
Now I’m alone with a mirror and dust
Tryna fill holes but it’s never enough
She took her love when she walked out the door
Said she can’t watch me destroy anymore
I didn’t chase, I just let her go
Now it’s just me and the highs and the lows
Numb to the pain but it come right back
Every line I draw, yeah I fade to black
Thought it would fix what I had inside
But it just made a better place to hide
[Pre-Chorus]
She had a heartbeat, she had a soul
Left when she saw I was losing control
[Chorus]
A real woman leaves when you push her away
When the love turns dark and the skies go gray
She won’t stay just to watch you decay
She’ll choose herself, yeah she won’t stay
But cocaine stay, yeah it live in my veins
Never says bye, never feel no pain
Always right there when I’m losing my mind
But it ain’t love—it just killing me slow over time
[Verse 2]
2 AM, I’m talking to ghosts
Her voice in my head but it fade when I dose
Hands still shaking, eyes still wide
Tryna outrun everything inside
She used to tell me I’m worth more than this
Now I’m addicted to a chemical kiss
Cold white lines got me feeling okay
But it take everything at the end of the day
Lost all trust, lost all light
She chose peace, I chose night
Funny how the one that cared had to leave
And the thing that kills me won’t ever let me breathe
[Bridge]
One had love, one got chains
One brought life, one bring pain
She walked out, had a choice to make
This just stay while I slowly break
[Outro]
Yeah… she gone…
But it ain’t…
And I know…
It never leaves…
