

Prompt / Lyrics
[Verse 1] I been staring at the ceiling fan Counting all the times I almost ran From this body, from this town From the voice that keeps me down If pain is school then I got straight A's Same four walls, just different days They say "it gets better", I say "when?" 'Cause I been on empty since like 10 [Chorus] What if the purpose is to break first To crack wide open, to taste the hurt What if the point of all this dirt Is learning how to carry a heart that burns I don't wanna be here, not like this But maybe there's a door inside the abyss What if the purpose of this cursed life Is to wake up, not to say goodbye [Verse 2] I learned every single coping trick Every quote, every page, every ancient script Tried faith, tried pills, tried staying sick Tried love, it just slipped through my grip If this is a test I'm over it If this is a joke, I don't get it If I'm just dust, then let me float Why's every breath feel like a throat-cut note [Chorus] What if the purpose is to break first To crack wide open, to taste the hurt What if the point of all this dirt Is learning how to carry a heart that burns I don't wanna be here, not like this But maybe there's a door inside the abyss What if the purpose of this cursed life Is to wake up, not to say goodbye [Bridge] What if "leaving" ain’t a jump, it’s a shift Not a fall off the edge, but a lift What if waking up is staying One more night, still shaking (still shaking) Calling out, even when it feels dumb Letting someone answer when you go numb What if the bravest thing I could ever try Is living through the urge to die [Chorus] What if the purpose is to break first To crack wide open, to taste the hurt What if the point of all this dirt Is learning how to carry a heart that burns I don't wanna be here, not like this But maybe there's a door inside the abyss What if the purpose of this cursed life Is to wake up, not to say goodbye
Tags
rap, Melancholic emo rap over airy pads and deep, detuned bass. Male vocals, close-mic and confessional. Verses stay sparse with distant piano stabs; hook swells with layered harmonies and subtle vocal chops. Drums drag slightly behind the beat, with a late-snare feel that emphasizes the weight of each bar; final chorus strips back to almost acapella, then fades on a single echoed line., emo
3:03
No
4/12/2026