In Full Control

I beat all my demons
Full control over my emotions 
I’m standing still and still have motion
That’s my aura and weak men hate it
I’m a stoic I speak soft but I carry a big stick
I just dont have the energy to feed my ego
So I don’t gotta show it
One more reason your girl keeps coming back to show her devotion 
Riding like she on a surfboard in the middle of an ocean
I’m so chill you think I’m high up on a nimbus cloud in heaven, but Jesus spent his time with sinners so I’m in hell smoking lettuce with the devil
In the shadow work, I find my way,  
Dancing with the past, I brave each day.  
Spending time inside my head,  
With every thought, the fear is shed.  
[Chorus]  
Stairs to heaven, highway to hell,  
In the depths where my truth does dwell.  
I’m walking on the edge of grace,  
Finding my light in this darkened space.  
[Bridge]  
Alone with thoughts that cut like glass,  
Each lesson learned, each moment passed.  
But in the silence, I hear the call,  
A whispered truth that breaks the fall.  
[Verse 2]  
Pathways crossed where shadows lie,  
In the chaos, I learn to fly.  
Mushrooms bloom with each revelation,  
Seed of wisdom, my foundation.  
[Pre-Chorus]  
In the shadow work, I find my way,  
Dancing with the past, I brave each day.  
Spending time inside my head,  
With every thought, the fear is shed.  
[Chorus]  
Stairs to heaven, highway to hell,  
In the depths where my truth does dwell.  
I’m walking on the edge of grace,  
Finding my light in this darkened space.  
[Outro]  
So let the shadows guide my feet,  
In this journey, life feels sweet.  
With mushrooms lit, my vision clears,  
In the dance of hope and fears.

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