In Full Control

I beat all my demons

Full control over my emotions

I’m standing still and still have motion

That’s my aura and weak men hate it

I’m a stoic I speak soft but I carry a big stick

I just dont have the energy to feed my ego

So I don’t gotta show it

One more reason your girl keeps coming back to show her devotion

Riding like she on a surfboard in the middle of an ocean

I’m so chill you think I’m high up on a nimbus cloud in heaven, but Jesus spent his time with sinners so I’m in hell smoking lettuce with the devil

In the shadow work, I find my way,

Dancing with the past, I brave each day.

Spending time inside my head,

With every thought, the fear is shed.

Stairs to heaven, highway to hell,

In the depths where my truth does dwell.

I’m walking on the edge of grace,

Finding my light in this darkened space.

Alone with thoughts that cut like glass,

Each lesson learned, each moment passed.

But in the silence, I hear the call,

A whispered truth that breaks the fall.

Pathways crossed where shadows lie,

In the chaos, I learn to fly.

Mushrooms bloom with each revelation,

Seed of wisdom, my foundation.

In the shadow work, I find my way,

Dancing with the past, I brave each day.

Spending time inside my head,

With every thought, the fear is shed.

Stairs to heaven, highway to hell,

In the depths where my truth does dwell.

I’m walking on the edge of grace,

Finding my light in this darkened space.

So let the shadows guide my feet,

In this journey, life feels sweet.

With mushrooms lit, my vision clears,

In the dance of hope and fears.