[Intro]
Yo…
Why the f*** am I here?
Why they gone and I’m still breathin’?
Every day feels like I’m cheatin’ death…
WHY ME?!
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[Hook]
Why me, huh?! Why the hell I survive?
Everybody else dyin’, but I’m still alive
Screamin’ at the ceiling like I’m losin’ my mind
God left me here, but he ain’t tell me why
Why me, huh?! Tell me what’s the design
Why they lay in a grave, and I walk the line?
I’m draggin’ they ghosts every step of the time
Survivor’s guilt, man, it’s eatin’ me blind
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[Verse 1]
I been drownin’ in liquor, I been swallowin’ pills
Tryna bury all the trauma but it never sits still
I see faces in the shadows, hearin’ voices at night
It’s like the dead talk louder when I turn off the lights
What’s the reason I’m breathin’? Man, I don’t understand it
Why I wasn’t in that casket, zipped up, branded
They were better than me, they deserved to grow old
But I’m the one cursed, stuck carryin’ the load
So I lash out, smash walls, fists bleedin’
Half demon, half human, chest heavin’
I’m screamin’ at the heavens but I get no reply
Just echoes of silence askin’ me… WHY?!
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[Hook]
Why me, huh?! Why the hell I survive?
Everybody else dyin’, but I’m still alive
Screamin’ at the ceiling like I’m losin’ my mind
God left me here, but he ain’t tell me why
Why me, huh?! Tell me what’s the design
Why they lay in a grave, and I walk the line?
I’m draggin’ they ghosts every step of the time
Survivor’s guilt, man, it’s eatin’ me blind
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[Verse 2]
I carry caskets in my chest like weight plates
Every birthday cake’s another death date
Memories burnin’, can’t erase the tape
Like I’m trapped in replay and I can’t escape
I shoulda been gone, put a bullet in my brain
But I stayed, and I suffer, while they never felt the pain
Now I’m haunted, taunted, punished by fate
Tryna turn all this rage into somethin’ great
Maybe I’m the messenger, the last man standin’
Maybe I’m the proof that life’s never planned in
But it’s hell, and it hurts, and it’s killin’ me slow
Still I spit till I choke, ‘cause that’s all I know
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[Bridge]
I don’t need no choir singin’ “rest in peace”
I need answers, I need somethin’ that can set me free
Why me? Why them? Why the world so cold?
Why the story always end before it’s fully told?
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[Final Hook]
Why me, huh?! Why the hell I survive?
Everybody else dyin’, but I’m still alive
Screamin’ at the ceiling like I’m losin’ my mind
God left me here, but he ain’t tell me why
Why me, huh?! Tell me what’s the design
Why they lay in a grave, and I walk the line?
I’m draggin’ they ghosts every step of the time
Survivor’s guilt, man, it’s eatin’ me blind
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[Outro – Angry Whisper]
Why me…
Why not them here instead of me…
Why me…
DAS
