(yeah)
(cursed baby)
(I’m cursed you can’t save me)
im cursed
throw me in a hearse
before I go berserk
Im a waste on this earth
(ya I like that shit)
…
I’m cursed
throw me in a hearse
before I go berserk
Im a waste on this earth
there’s no point in working in the dirt
i want a lover girl thats gotta flirt
hopefully she knows my worth
and knows I’m fucking cursed
I’m not the one to give up
Pour another in my cup.
Middle fingers high, I don’t give a fuck
since I was young
I knew my life was done
at this point I have no one
all alone in my fucking head
it’s a void in my brain
so mentally drained
just want to end the voices in my head
they already want me dead
I might as well end the pain
before I go insane like Kane
controlling fire in a ring
you won’t see me as a mayor
I’m not for the politics
listen to my body cause I’m vacant
my heart just keeps on racing
I’ll just keep on blazing
live my life in a haze
my mind is trapped in a maze
the way I work I need a raise
even when the sky is grey
look pass it to pray
god show me how to be okay
the one way convo got me saying
….
I’m cursed
throw me in a hearse
before I go berserk
Im a waste on this earth
there’s no point in working in the dirt
i want a lover girl thats gotta flirt
hopefully she knows my worth
and knows I’m fucking cursed
cursed to the brain
cursed to write rhymes that keep me sane
cursed to never find real love since 2018
god you telling me that all the fish in the sea
and there’s not one girl for me
you keep giving me girls that want to use me
you got me still thinking about my last love
is that supposed heal me
or is that supposed to torture me
with the regrets I left behind
to relive the pain I left in her eyes
not enough alcohol or drugs in the world
to help me forget the spark she had for me
leave her eyes
god please help me realize why
but the one way convo got me saying
….
I’m cursed
just throw me in a hearse
before I go berserk
Im a waste on this earth
there’s no point in working in the dirt
i want a lover girl but im cursed
hopefully she knows my worth
im fucking cursed
i can’t forgive myself for the past
all i wanted was for it to last
if i lose my fight with my demons
people say it’s just a weakness
but it’s truly venomous
my bad habits
Every time I try to change,
I fall back at it
Running from the pain,
but somehow I attract it
Tryna bury my past before I’m buried in a casket
if I die bury me with my Knicks jacket
a least that champion team made me feel alive
just everyday im just trying to survive
I'm still flexin with my heart broken
had to get my chest reopen
now I think my heart was stolen
god please tell me why
but again the one way convo got me saying
…
I’m cursed
just throw me in a hearse
before I go berserk
Im a waste on this earth
there’s no point in working in the dirt
i want a lover girl but im cursed
hopefully she knows my worth
to bad I’m fucking cursed
to bad...
Cursed
Cursed