The Loop

Wake up late, same ceiling stare

Phone light glow, but I don’t care

Same old texts, same small talk

Same damn route on the same damn block

Coffee cold but I still sip

Half awake, just driftin’ through it

Every day like déjà vu

Tryna feel something real, not used

Tell myself I’m in control

But it’s autopilot on my soul

Every step feel pre-written out

I don’t even question now

I’m stuck in a loop again

Same night, same sins

Same thoughts run through my head

Like I never left my bed

Say I’m good, just play pretend

But I’m losin’ grip again

If I break, will I fall or ascend?

Or just end up in the loop again

Sun go down, same damn scene

Same fake smiles in between

Laugh it off, but it feel rehearsed

Like I’m livin’ life in reverse

Got dreams but they feel on pause

Trade it all just to feel some cause

Everybody movin’ fast

But I’m stuck relivin’ the past

Tryna find where I went numb

Heart still beats but I feel none

Every day just blur and blend

I don’t know where it ends

I’m stuck in a loop again

Same night, same sins

Same thoughts run through my head

Like I never left my bed

Say I’m good, just play pretend

But I’m losin’ grip again

If I break, will I fall or ascend?

Or just end up in the loop again

Midnight drives with no direction

Chasin’ ghosts in my reflection

Windows down, but I feel closed

Every path already chose

Tryna switch it, change the pace

But I’m runnin’ in one place

If I crash, at least it’s real

Anything just to feel

Maybe I need chaos, break the code

Burn it all just to feel control

Even pain gotta feel like proof

That I’m more than this endless loop

I’m stuck in a loop again

Same night, same sins

Same thoughts run through my head

Like I never left my bed

Say I’m good, just play pretend

But I’m losin’ grip again

If I break, will I fall or ascend?

Or just end up in the loop again

New day, same sky above

But it hit a little different now

I ain’t stuck, I just woke up

Still fightin’ not to fall back down