Ashes in My Voicemail

You left your hoodie on my nightstand

Smells like you and every fight we had

Screenshots, yeah, I read that shit again

You said forever, then you fucked my friend

Heart in a trash bag, tied in a knot

I keep rewinding to the part we got lost

You said I'm toxic, yeah, maybe that's true

But all my poison came from loving you (fuck)

I burn our texts like they mean nothing

But every flame just spells your name

I tell my friends I feel like "fuck it"

Then check my phone like you're the same

You broke my heart and left it bleeding

Still I’m addicted to the pain

I hate you, I fucking hate you

But I’d take you back today

Last night I called you from the bathroom floor

Half-drunk, half-praying you'd unlock that door

You hit decline, then hit me with that "stop"

You moved on quick, damn, I miss that drop

You said I'm drama, I said you're worse

We traded curses like we’re trading shirts

You post a selfie, I pretend I don't care

Then spiral out ‘cause he’s right fucking there (shit)

I burn our texts like they mean nothing

But every flame just spells your name

I tell my friends I feel like "fuck it"

Then check my phone like you're the same

You broke my heart and left it bleeding

Still I’m addicted to the pain

I hate you, I fucking hate you

But I’d take you back today (yeah)

Now your name hit different when it light up my phone

I let it ring twice, act like I’m strong

But I’m pacing the room like say something wrong

Like maybe you miss me but won’t say it at all

I heard from your friends you been acting okay

That shit hit deeper than words you could say

‘Cause I’m still stuck in the mess that we made

While you out there just giving my spot away (damn)

I tried to hate you, I tried to move on

But every new face just feel like a clone

They don’t know shit ‘bout the nights we were on

Or how you’d say “baby, you’re all that I want”

Now I’m just ghosts in the places we been

Talking to walls like I’m you in my head

If loving you’s wrong, I’ll do it again

‘Cause broken with you felt better than them (fuck)

I burn our texts like they mean nothing

But every flame just spells your name

I tell my friends I feel like “fuck it”

Then check my phone like you’re the same

You broke my heart and left it bleeding

Still I’m addicted to the pain

I hate you, I fucking hate you

But I’d take you back today (yeah)