Ashes in My Voicemail

[Verse 1]
You left your hoodie on my nightstand
Smells like you and every fight we had
Screenshots, yeah, I read that shit again
You said forever, then you fucked my friend
Heart in a trash bag, tied in a knot
I keep rewinding to the part we got lost
You said I'm toxic, yeah, maybe that's true
But all my poison came from loving you (fuck)
[Chorus]
I burn our texts like they mean nothing
But every flame just spells your name
I tell my friends I feel like "fuck it"
Then check my phone like you're the same
You broke my heart and left it bleeding
Still I’m addicted to the pain
I hate you, I fucking hate you
But I’d take you back today
[Verse 2]
Last night I called you from the bathroom floor
Half-drunk, half-praying you'd unlock that door
You hit decline, then hit me with that "stop"
You moved on quick, damn, I miss that drop
You said I'm drama, I said you're worse
We traded curses like we’re trading shirts
You post a selfie, I pretend I don't care
Then spiral out ‘cause he’s right fucking there (shit)
[Chorus]
I burn our texts like they mean nothing
But every flame just spells your name
I tell my friends I feel like "fuck it"
Then check my phone like you're the same
You broke my heart and left it bleeding
Still I’m addicted to the pain
I hate you, I fucking hate you
But I’d take you back today (yeah)
Now your name hit different when it light up my phone
I let it ring twice, act like I’m strong
But I’m pacing the room like say something wrong
Like maybe you miss me but won’t say it at all
I heard from your friends you been acting okay
That shit hit deeper than words you could say
‘Cause I’m still stuck in the mess that we made
While you out there just giving my spot away (damn)
I tried to hate you, I tried to move on
But every new face just feel like a clone
They don’t know shit ‘bout the nights we were on
Or how you’d say “baby, you’re all that I want”
Now I’m just ghosts in the places we been
Talking to walls like I’m you in my head
If loving you’s wrong, I’ll do it again
‘Cause broken with you felt better than them (fuck)
[Chorus]
I burn our texts like they mean nothing
But every flame just spells your name
I tell my friends I feel like “fuck it”
Then check my phone like you’re the same
You broke my heart and left it bleeding
Still I’m addicted to the pain
I hate you, I fucking hate you
But I’d take you back today (yeah)

rap, Emo trap / alt R&B at 140 BPM that drags in half-time, male vocals. Reverb-soaked acoustic guitar arpeggios over soft, pillowy 808s and sparse, clicky hats. Intimate, almost whispered verses; hook opens with layered harmonies and airy ad-libs. Subtle ear-candy delays on key phrases, vocal sits upfront with a hazy, late-night mix., simple, emo, acoustic, alternative r&b, soft, emotional, slow