I eat Turkey sandwiches everyday
Not because I want to but they’re just easy to make
I need to get my protein in
If I want my muscles to come in
I like a boy but he only hit a few of my standards
I said that it was fine because I was looking for answers
Like could I be loved, am I able to be someone’s
One
But then I scared him away
I scared myself away as well
I was searching for heaven
But ended up back in hell
I keep running back to my old flames
I’m the only one to blame
So many excuses
So many bruises
And it’s only cause I keep running at the pool
I keep slipping
Now I’m feeling like a fool
I told you I needed distance to refocus
You said “that’s totally cool” with a smiley face
I thought maybe you’d have some more empathy
But that text was all that you sent to me
I was on track till I was distracted by you
I fell to the side
And now I’m drowning in the blue
I keep running back to my old flames
I’m the only one to blame
So many excuses
So many bruises
And it’s only cause I keep running at the pool
I keep slipping
Now I’m feeling like a fool
Life guards out here yelling at me
Ridiculing my personal speed
Walk don’t run
Tripping ain’t fun
Life guards out here yelling at me
Ridiculing my personal speed
I’m just trying to get free
But now I have a nose bleed
(Repeat x3)
I was on track till I was distracted by you
I fell to the side
And now I’m drowning in the blue
I keep running back to my old flames
I’m the only one to blame
So many excuses
So many bruises
And it’s only cause I keep running at the pool
I keep slipping
Now I’m feeling like a fool
