[Verse 1]
I watch the group chat glow
Then it goes quiet again
Same three names on the screen
Like I was never in it then
I laugh at the edge of the room
Hold my drink with a frozen hand
Everybody knows their place
Mine got lost in the sand
[Pre-Chorus]
And I keep smiling through
Like that makes it true
But my chest stays shut
And my face stays blue
[Chorus]
I feel so numb, so numb
Where did my people go? (go)
I feel so numb, so numb
I’m standing here alone (alone)
They were my home, my home
Now I’m the last one left
I feel so numb, so numb
I wanna leave all this
[Verse 2]
Her name still sits in my phone
But it’s just a ghost now
No late-night jokes, no plans
No “come through” somehow
I see them all in a pack
By the door, by the car
I act like I’m fine with that
Then I fall apart in the dark
[Pre-Chorus]
And I keep smiling through
Like that makes it true
But my chest stays shut
And my face stays blue
[Chorus]
I feel so numb, so numb
Where did my people go? (go)
I feel so numb, so numb
I’m standing here alone (alone)
They were my home, my home
Now I’m the last one left
I feel so numb, so numb
I wanna leave all this
[Bridge]
If I walk out slow
Would anybody notice?
If I let it go
Would anybody call me?
I’m tired of the scene
Tired of pretending
I don’t want to break
I just want an ending
[Final Chorus]
I feel so numb, so numb
Where did my people go? (go)
I feel so numb, so numb
I’m standing here alone (alone)
They were my home, my home
Now I’m the last one left
I feel so numb, so numb
I wanna leave all this (all this)