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I could care less 
Because you were careless
With my mind
With your hands
With my heart 
In my hands
Full of ash
That spark didn’t breathe until I saw the light in your eyes
How was I to know it was just a reflection of mine? 
And all this time you couldn’t see or find
Taught me to be alone again
Even though with you were the best it’s ever been
I can’t let myself go back again
Telling myself told you so 
I really should have let you go
When Trust walked out the door
When it got harder than before 
Before it got hot and heavy
And it was like the first day you met me 
You can forget and assume I forgive
But in memories and small moments is where my grief lives
Every touch, every kiss
So now when you look at me like day 1
I could care less 
Because you were careless
With my mind
With your hands
With my heart 
In my hands
I still see blood
Even with the waters running red
“Everything is fine” is in your head
You made your bed 
Then let others lie with you 
I was proud to be yours but you made me a fool
Everyone was right, you used me like a tool
But that’s not me, that’s you
And I won’t level myself out to do what you do
Not when I was always higher than you 
In spirit and mind
In body for some time
When I needed to cloud my head 
When Tolerance tied me to that bed
I know what I said
I told you the cold was among my biggest fears
Right next to you, but running away from tears 
Because you said you didn’t like to see my cry
But wouldn’t change so now that it is goodbye 
And I have finally seen you cry
I could careless
Because you were careless
With my mind 
With your hands
With my heart
In your hands
It finally passed
I begged and screamed for it
But there is nothing that could compare to it
The love I showed you isn’t dead
It’s just no longer a figment in my head
You tell me now you wish I would fight
I already have and just reached the light
And you could have been by my side
But you weren’t as strong, only as fleeting as the tide
You ran from feeling and pushed your partner away
Where do you get off asking me to stay?
You were a stepping stone, but you can’t say I walked all over you 
So now, when you look at me the way you do 
Wondering how we broke in two
Wondering how I can be so cold and fine
I’ll say it loud enough for it to stay when you lose your mind
I could care less 
Because you were careless

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