Myself 3

I..Hate..myself….

I’ve…..lost my…self

I’ve..done….no help,

Laid up….in helllll….shackled to nowww….

I only wanted, life….but faced my truth..

Destine to die.., my love will cry…

it’s hurting now….,hurting to know… I lost my wayyyyy.

Quitting is on the mind, scared of being left behind

If only I knewwwwww that youuuuuu would be gonee…

Changes wouldve been made.. I could have been saved…

But now it’s to lateeee…. I’m paying my mistakes

Lost with nothing left.. so only if I knewwwww…

Things could have been different, it’s not what I imagined,

Taking me back I’m asking..

Lived to long in a paradise took me out before asking twice soo unfortunatelyyy..

I..Hate..myself….

I’ve…..lost my…self

I’ve..done….no help……

I..Hate..myself….

I’ve…..lost my…self

I’ve..done….no help,

Trying to escape my, mind I’m trapped the walls are getting closer there’s no room for extra closure but that’s all we’ve ever known for can’t walk my golden path no more it’s over feeling broken till you know that your lower

Only going back to the previous memories

He only gets mad at me

Telling me it’s bad to see

Them tossing and turning nights there hard to fight

Don’t wish this on my darkest times

No one seems to know the pain I’m in

Stop the suffering I’m giving in

If only I wasn’t broken never left to be unnoticed

Someone see me now before I let the evil win

Stuck up in my lonely mind ain’t nothing getting better to remember the times I used to be the piece of the soul that used to be,…, mee.