Verse 1 I wake up every morning tired Not from dreams, but from the past From all the words I never said And the moments that didn’t last My reflection looks like someone Who forgot how to believe Like hope packed up and left one day Without even telling me I put my phone on silent mode So I don’t hear the truth That nobody is looking for me The way I’m looking for you I walk around with empty hands And a heart that’s bruised and cracked Smiling for the world outside While breaking in the back Pre-Chorus Every night I stare at shadows On my bedroom wall Wondering when I started feeling Like I’m nothing at all Chorus I’m still lost, still out of touch Hurting deep but saying “I’m fine” too much I’m falling slow, I’m losing trust In every dream I used to love I’m screaming loud inside my chest But the world hears nothing said I’m drowning in my quiet pain Still out of touch, still the same Verse 2 I remember when I used to laugh Like nothing could go wrong Now every smile feels borrowed Like I’m playing along I watch my friends grow into lives I don’t know how to reach While I’m stuck in yesterday With every promise I believed I replay old conversations Like they’re stuck on repeat Looking for the moment Where I lost my heartbeat Did I give too much to people Who were never gonna stay? Did I love too hard and push myself Too far away? Pre-Chorus They say time heals everything But mine just feels like chains Dragging all my memories Through every kind of pain Chorus I’m still lost, still out of touch Trying hard but it’s not enough I’m breaking slow, I’m losing ground Falling without making a sound I’m screaming loud inside my chest But the world hears nothing said I’m drowning in my quiet pain Still out of touch, still the same Verse 3 Some nights I talk to ceilings Like they’re listening to me Telling all my secrets To a room that cannot breathe I ask God if I’m invisible Or just easy to forget If I’m meant to be a lesson Or someone’s regret I’m tired of being “strong” When I’m barely holding on Tired of pretending nothing’s wrong When everything is gone Every “be patient” every “stay positive” Feels like a lie When you’re counting all the reasons Just to survive Pre-Chorus I don’t want another “you’ll be fine” Or “it’ll pass someday” I just want someone to see me Before I fade away Chorus I’m still lost, still out of touch Hurting deep but saying “I’m fine” too much I’m falling slow, I’m losing trust In every dream I used to love I’m screaming loud inside my chest But the world hears nothing said I’m drowning in my quiet pain Still out of touch, still the same Bridge If I opened up my heart tonight Would anyone stay? Or would they get uncomfortable And walk away? I’ve been carrying this weight so long I forgot how it feels to breathe Forgot that maybe I deserve More than surviving quietly Maybe I’m not broken Maybe I’m just tired From loving people who never fought To keep me inspired Maybe there’s still a future Waiting down the roa