[intro - 4 bars instrumental]
[chorus -drop]
I'm a bullshit person
Not — I'm having a hard moment
Not — this feeling hurts
But a whole identity
Built from a passing state
Fix it
Force it
Push it away
Like untangling a knot
By pulling harder
I'm a bullshit person
And I know that's not true
But right now
It really feels like it
[bridge ]
I know the light is there
But something thick is in the way
A dense fog
Not the absence of light
Just something keeping me
From perceiving it
[prayer]
Lord please
If I am your yo-yo
Please flick your wrist
And bring me back
[final chorus - drop returns wider and warmer]
Underneath the spiral
Underneath all of it
There is a much simpler longing
To rest
To rest in the palm
Of something larger
For a moment
Or maybe
For eternity
[outro]
I shouldn't feel this way
And yet
Here I am
And that's enough