[Verse 1]
Relapsing
I told myself this was the last time
Like I always do
Like a prayer I don’t believe in
But whisper anyway
The mirror didn’t argue
Just watched me
With that quiet kind of knowing
[Pre-Chorus]
I know that look
I know that floor
I know the way
My hands keep score
I say I’m done
Then I want more
And I’m right back here
At the same door
[Chorus]
Last time again
Last time again
I say it clean
Then I break it in my hands
Last time again
Last time again
You know the lie
Before I even land
(last time again)
[Verse 2]
Morning comes in slow
Like it heard my name
The glass on the sink
Still says the same
I brush past the proof
Try to wear my face
But the air in this room
Already knows the place
[Pre-Chorus]
I know that look
I know that floor
I know the way
My hands keep score
I say I’m done
Then I want more
And I’m right back here
At the same door
[Chorus]
Last time again
Last time again
I say it clean
Then I break it in my hands
Last time again
Last time again
You know the lie
Before I even land
(last time again)
[Bridge]
Maybe I don’t want fixed
Maybe I want the fall
Maybe I miss the edge
More than I miss it all
Still I’m standing here
Trying to pretend
That this time means forever
That this time means the end
[Chorus]
Last time again
Last time again
I say it clean
Then I break it in my hands
Last time again
Last time again
You know the lie
Before I even land
(last time again)