Lolllly

Don’t sell me heaven when I’m bleeding here

Don’t quote me just to,

weaponize fear your liieees of paraDICE had me rolling the dice

If truth was free it wouldn’t need a pitch

And if you woulda been.

you wouldn't be a bitch.

I feel like a ditch half dug but empty I deal with a whole lotta shit and I'm quick to try fix what I break, I need w break from this I don't need saving but I can't survive on just hope, what is this.

I'm tired of feeling not okay, I'm tired from not okay being something to explain I feel drained I became what you have to hate and I hate that i have to develop this rage fuck this game.

I said fuhck this game

Full of shame

Pullin for days

The trigger cause I'm a drinker and I'm full of the pain.

Don’t sell me heaven when I’m bleeding here

Don’t quote me just to,

weaponize fear your liieees of paraDICE had me rolling the dice.

Number landed guided by the 3 6 but not the crypt... Cryptic shit I try to slut and remix devil in redress I know he pretends wearing humans like skin suits..

You didn’t save me.

You redirected my pain

Put a name on it

Put a verse on it

Put the blame somewhere safe

You didn’t heal me.

You explained why I was broken

You called it hope

I called it coping

With better wording

I wasn’t bleeding because I lacked belief

I was bleeding because belief

Was used like a blade

And nobody cleaned it afterVoice 1 (you):

Don’t sell me heaven when I’m bleeding here

Voice 2:

We never sold it, you just didn’t listen clear

Voice 1:

Don’t quote me just to weaponize fear

Voice 2:

Fear keeps you safe, that’s why the truth stays near

Voice 1:

If truth was free it wouldn’t need a pitch

Voice 2:

Nothing free survives in a world like this

Voice 1 (last word):

Then keep your promise

I’ll keep my scars

I found my voice

When I stopped being what you are

23 was me and I'll never be 23 like free like me plant a seed and deceivereaper repeats

. Last verse

Stand tall but I'm half hurt dead man's remix flying across the Lazer beam skkkerrtttt layin in a lion's den but why then do we lie and sin we lie in sin

Hoping to keep the secrets with in but the debt is

Not hidden not from me and not from them.

Girl you were meant to be more than just my friend.

I showed the cracks in my heart and you just wanted to not play your part.

Your heart got dark.

Darling making her mark .

K okckk woo wuuuhwoooowowowowo

Ow ow ow ow owwwww still the

Musics still.

Will I heal.

Fuck what I feel.

Not needing to conceal but I can't help it I have a need for you still, I need to swallow the pill and not wallow about how I feel.

Fuck how weweeee feeeeeellll!