No

well maybe see maybe baby,

what’s making me crazy,

lately behaving against what we saying,

my pain caking like layered in shame, I’m praying to make it,

but maybe I fake it, I don’t know, I can’t take it,

I wake with a weight n time aint waiting ,I don’t say when I face it,the fuck is shaking me saying satan making Satan take it what does it take if I'm to make it

smile for the room on a holy day but my heart vacating, what's trying to take my soul away,

I love with a tremor, I trust with a brace in,

every promise I make ends up shaking im mistaken,

I meant what I said but I said it while breaking,

I swear I was trying, I just wasn’t stable, I'm dying

When n if you see the reaction, years of me waiting,

not nights where im praying just to feel something basic,

so maybe I’m strong or maybe I’m caving, the fucks the point in delayment

maybe I’m honest or scared when im to be naming,

all I know is I’m here and I’m tired of faking, acting like baby maybe im forsaking fuck sakes don't hate me for saying

standing in truth even if it don’t save me. Shit won't change unless im changing it ...save it

Pitiful pain as im waking

Tired of all the fake shit

Disrespect me end slow I'll slap you right in the face bitch or kids

Whichever it is.?...

Lies on your lips

Shiv in your side

Nah nah niglette now you will dieeeeee while I survive me and my boys and if she behaves them girl