You know with time, there's no way to rewind.
Choices we made, sign pacts that bind.
Hard to define, but dig a little, you'll find.
Life's tense not figuratively but its a literal fight
Despite the deep seated pain, that sits in your heart.
A desire to remain just as you are made it impossible to ever get really far,
But you noticed it, now I know who you are.
So far all you know is suffering,
But that all attends because when trouble begin,
Your mind spirals in a sense.
So few of them, pick and choose who are your friends.
They now serve to benefit only you in the end.
I'm not giving to the thievin’, they won't win at my expense.
Repeatin depends if your bleeding through pens
While u change my lense and begin seeing the end,
All those against me think I'm a means to end.
But the ending to me means I'll end what you think.
I don't rinse or lie, I don't need to decide or deceive.
My truths is higher than you sense.
I'm innocent, only interest is recompense.
I'm making money.
Money is coming in fast, so I'm running for the honey
coz theres milk in my bars.
Don't sweat what you see are my scars,
I'm honestly the topic of what it means to be above.
Da fuck fuck da fiends in them,
I took a demon and made it bleed from its ass. *growl*
Test to pass, must grasp the lessons in class,
Headmaster can shove it up his farce,
Deluded confusion, assuming I'm losing,
Now he cruisin for bruising.
I'm only human.
I know I can do it.
No I'm not doomed bitch,
Not long till my boys are home.
*plane sound*
T-t-t-takeoff.
*instrumental 8 seconds*
Fuck your displacement, I display love.
Can't mistake heart and misplace trust.
Fake cunts wanna taste love,
Tongues No rewind, but the view different now
Altitude change, still hear the ground somehow
Silence loud when the chaos bows
That’s how you know you survived the crowd
I’m not angry, I’m calibrated
Pressure taught me how to stay weighted
Every promise I made got dated
Every lie they sold depreciated
I don’t chase ghosts, I audit them
Look back once just to corner them
Pain didn’t break me, it ordered me
Turned loose screws into ordinance
I seen love used like currency
Truth drown in emergency
Help came with contingency
So I learned self-sufficiency
No saviours, no saviour complex
Just scars lined up like context
If you felt this, that’s contact
If you didn’t, don’t comment
I don’t bark now, I document
Every move clean, no counterfeit
They want war, I’m a consequence
I don’t threaten, I represent
Kids in my thoughts when I set intent
Future talks in the present tense
I don’t pray for forgiveness
I pray my discipline never bends
Money talks but it stutters round me
Bars drip slow, butter sounding
If they study me, they don’t find me
I stay ghost where the noise surrounds me
I ain’t healed — I’m integrated
Every flaw coordinated
What was chaos translated
Pain educated
So if this ends, it ends upright
No myth, no martyr light
Just a man who learned to hold his mind
While the world tried to start a fight
