[Verse 1]
3 a.m
Blue glow on my face
Typing out a hundred drafts
Deleting every phrase
You post a picture
I freeze
Then scroll
Heart in my throat again
Like I’m 16 years old
[Pre-Chorus]
You say you’re “fine”
With that crooked half-smile
I read between the lines
Yeah
I stay online
[Chorus]
I wanna be yours
I wanna be your’s
Not just a name in your cracked phone screen
Not just a like on your midnight feed
I wanna be yours
I wanna be your’s
Put my heart in your chat
Don’t leave it on seen
Say my name like you say your dreams
[Verse 2]
You call me “bestie”
Laugh and hit my arm
But your head’s on my shoulder
While you talk about him in the dark
You say you’re “tired”
From always being strong
I’m screaming in silence
“Pick me
I’ve been here all along”
[Pre-Chorus]
You send “goodnight”
With that little red heart
How’m I supposed to sleep
When you’re pulling me apart?
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Tell me
Do you ever type my name
Then backspace it away?
Do you ever hear my voice
When you’re lying wide awake?
If I said it out loud
Would it ruin what we’ve got?
Or are we already lost
Living in this almost?
[Chorus]