Yeah…
(Oh-oh-oh)
Ayy…
Sometimes I feel like I’m fightin’ the world by myself…
But I’m still here…
[Chorus]
I been hurt so many times, I don’t know who to trust
Smile in my face but behind my back they switchin’ up
I done gave my all, I swear I gave too much
Now I’m stuck with all this pain, got me feelin’ outta touch
Mama told me “keep your head up, don’t you fold”
But these streets get cold, and my heart get colder
I been tryna heal but it’s hard when you broke
And it’s hard to believe when your love turned to smoke
[Verse 1]
I remember nights I ain’t have nowhere to go
Had dreams in my head but my pockets was low
They don’t know the tears that I cried in the dark
Tryna be strong but it tore me apart
Had friends turn fake, I had love turn bitter
Gave her my heart, she ain’t treat it no better
I was out here fightin’ demons in my mental
Tryna stay focused but life so detrimental
I been holdin’ in my pain, I don’t vent much
I just put it in these songs, hope it lift me up
Lookin’ in the mirror like “damn I done been through it”
But I still kept goin’, I swear I ain’t quit, yeah I lived through it
[Chorus]
I been hurt so many times, I don’t know who to trust
Smile in my face but behind my back they switchin’ up
I done gave my all, I swear I gave too much
Now I’m stuck with all this pain, got me feelin’ outta touch
Mama told me “keep your head up, don’t you fold”
But these streets get cold, and my heart get colder
I been tryna heal but it’s hard when you broke
And it’s hard to believe when your love turned to smoke
[Verse 2]
I done prayed for better days, but the storm still came
Tryna wash away the hurt but it still remain
Lost some people to the streets, I still scream they name
And I hate that I’m the one who gotta feel this pain
I was just a youngin’ with a dream and a mission
Now I’m older, and this life hit different
Love don’t feel real, it be feelin’ conditional
They only come around when they see you winnin’
And I ain’t perfect, I got scars on my soul
Tryna keep control but I’m losin’ control
Sometimes I sit back and I think too deep
And I can’t even sleep ‘cause my heart won’t peace
[Bridge] (Singing vibe)
Ohhhh…
Why it feel like I’m alone even when I’m surrounded?
Why I give my love away and it always get damaged?
I been holdin’ on…
But I’m barely standin’…
[Final Chorus / Outro]
I been hurt so many times, I don’t know who to trust
Smile in my face but behind my back they switchin’ up
I done gave my all, I swear I gave too much
Now I’m stuck with all this pain, got me feelin’ outta touch
But I’m still standin’, yeah I’m still breathin’
Even when my heart broke, I kept believin’
They tried to break me, tried to leave me in the dust…
But I’m still here…
I’m still here…