The fire of my past

Ashes of my past burning, scars I can't erase.

Haunted by the fury, trapped inside this cage.

Bloodstained memories, echo in my mind.

Fighting against the darkness, I can't leave behind.

A war within me, rage, and remorse collide

I'm struggling to find peace, but chaos still resides.

Besides, why fight against what you can never win.

Can I forgive? Can I forget?

Or am I bound to the violence I regret?

Caught in a storm that never subsides.

Fighting my shadows, fighting the divide.

Letting go or holding on, the battle rages on.

Fists clenched tight, but the heart is torn.

Seeking redemption in a world of shame.

I'm trying to break free from the violent name.

I feel like I'm in hell, the sutt and sulfur filling my sense.

It's an uphill battle. It's never-ending and makes no sense.

I want to give it all up, end the agony, and stop the pain.

But I won't. I have to be strong, but it's not that plain.

Silent screams in the dead of night.

Fighting demons that ignite.

Blood and fury, trying to fade.

But the pain is etched in every scar made.

Letting go or holding on, the battle rages on.

Fists clenched tight, but the heart is torn.

Seeking redemption in a world of shame.

I'm trying to break free from the violent name.

Ashes of my past, I carry still.

A broken man, against my will.

Will I find the strength to change?

Or forever be chained by my rage?