[Verse 1]
Happy memories are neglected.
Good emotions are rejected.
I see myself, my demons reflection.
How can I stop the infection?
My anxiety forever affects me.
I eat the skin of my lips.
The pain calms me,
When the taste of blood hits.
[Pre Chorus]
My compulsion is to confess, the sins onto myself.
The hate, the hurt, the harm, to spite myself.
My friends they try to stop me, despite their help.
I don't, I continue to caress the wound with salt.
[Chorus]
Give me a different life, a glimpse of light, i can't take it anymore.
I don't want to be me anymore.
Drain my brain of these flooding thoughts.
Am I insane for wanting to end it all?
[Verse 2]
My head is the source of my pain,
I act out, my friends say, cut it out.
Well, I have free will, so maybe I will.
I'll perform a full frontal labotamy.
I don't struggle, I don't need hope.
I'd hang myself, but why waste rope?
Dont make me plead. Just let me bleed.
It's my only release.
[Chorus]
Give me a different life, a glimpse of light, i can't take it anymore.
I don't want to be me anymore.
Drain my brain of these flooding thoughts.
Am I insane for wanting to end it all?
[Chorus]
Give me a different life, a glimpse of light, i can't take it anymore.
I don't want to be me anymore.
Drain my brain of these flooding thoughts.
Am I insane for wanting to end it all?