Termination of all I know

Happy memories are neglected.

Good emotions are rejected.

I see myself, my demons reflection.

How can I stop the infection?

My anxiety forever affects me.

I eat the skin of my lips.

The pain calms me,

When the taste of blood hits.

My compulsion is to confess, the sins onto myself.

The hate, the hurt, the harm, to spite myself.

My friends they try to stop me, despite their help.

I don't, I continue to caress the wound with salt.

Give me a different life, a glimpse of light, i can't take it anymore.

I don't want to be me anymore.

Drain my brain of these flooding thoughts.

Am I insane for wanting to end it all?

My head is the source of my pain,

I act out, my friends say, cut it out.

Well, I have free will, so maybe I will.

I'll perform a full frontal labotamy.

I don't struggle, I don't need hope.

I'd hang myself, but why waste rope?

Dont make me plead. Just let me bleed.

It's my only release.

Give me a different life, a glimpse of light, i can't take it anymore.

I don't want to be me anymore.

Drain my brain of these flooding thoughts.

Am I insane for wanting to end it all?

Give me a different life, a glimpse of light, i can't take it anymore.

I don't want to be me anymore.

Drain my brain of these flooding thoughts.

Am I insane for wanting to end it all?