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Lyrics
the house breathed like a drunk animal
walls sweating secrets
bottles clinking like warning bells
i learned silence before i learned language
hands taught lessons the mouth never explained
love came slurred, smelling like rot and regret
promises bruised easier than skin
apologies tasted like metal and bile
i slept with one eye open
counting footsteps instead of sheep
every door slam rewrote my spine
fear became furniture
medicine cabinets were altars
powdered gods and shaking prayers
you chose numbness
and fed us the leftovers
i watched you disappear in slow motion
eyes glassed, soul pawned
you traded tomorrow
for one more quiet night
i grew up dodging ghosts that were still breathing
learning how to shrink
how to vanish without dying
how to carry weight without showing strain
anger fermented in my ribs
cold, patient, lethal
i don’t scream because i’m weak
i don’t scream because i survived
i’m built from broken clocks and clenched jaws
from mornings that tasted like last night’s mistakes
from bloodlines soaked in denial
and baptized in violence
this isn’t a cry for help
this is a record of damage
i am not what you did to me
but i am proof it happened
i carry the rot
but it doesn’t own me
i learned how to crawl out of hell
without becoming it
Details
GeneratedJan 23, 2026
Duration2:37
LanguageEnglish
Style
metal, death metal, deathcore, brutal deathcore, industrial deathcore, technical deathcore, doom metal, downtempo
Credits
Prompt byNefariousNations
ModelAria v5
