The distant one

I sense the end is coming near.

Exposure of my deepest fear.

I know i can't be on my own.

And I dont want to die alone.

I'm close to calling hate my home.

Bang, blow out all I've ever known.

Place your gaze and tell me what you see.

Distain and anger bottled, that is me.

I've got a fire burning in my veins.

All the hurt purged, but pain remains.

I've got a bomb ticking as my heart.

My life was rigged for me to lose at the start.

Anger.

Hate.

I could feel it all.

Anguish.

Hurt.

I can't feel at all.

Anymore.

Ah.

How many more times can I count to ten.

Try to calm down at ten thousand and ten.

I have trust issues not now and then.

But when they smile and say they're my friend.

Don't expect the same in return.

I've been stabbed in the back, and I've been burned.

I won't touch that fire friend. it's not nice

I won't get my hand bit by the same snake twice.

I've got a fire burning in my veins.

All the hurt purged, but pain remains.

I've got a bomb ticking as my heart.

My life was rigged for me to lose at the start.

Anger.

Hate.

I could feel it all.

Anguish.

Hurt.

I can't feel at all.

Anymore.

Ah.

I've got a fire burning in my veins.

All the hurt purged, but pain remains.

I've got a bomb ticking as my heart.

My life was rigged for me to lose at the start.

Anger.

Hate.

I could feel it all.

Anguish.

Hurt.

I can't feel at all.

Anymore.

Ah.

I've got a fire burning in my veins.

All the hurt purged, but pain remains.

I've got a bomb ticking as my heart.

My life was rigged for me to lose at the start.

Anger.

Hate.

I could feel it all.

Anguish.

Hurt.

I can't feel at all.

Anymore.

Ah.