My Pain Is Timeless M.P.I.T.

I hate it...

When I first saw her.

My knees felt weak.

My skin felt seen.

My heart forgot to circulate blood.

But if I could have stopped, I would.

I forgot how to blink.

Now I wish not to think.

About.

ME, the king of this palace.

HER!

The queen to an empty throne next to me!

I was lost, I thought she found me.

But i found a version of myself I can not forget nor ignore.

Leave me.

In the mud.

You'll see.

Me cry blood.

You can scream my name from the heavens.

But i can't hear you in HELL!

You can give me all the keys in the world.

But i will never be freed from my CELL.

LEAVE ME WITH THE PAIN YOU CAUSED AND KEEP THE BLAME ON ME.

LET THIS GO BEFORE YOU FORGET THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDED ME.

It's burning me inside out.

Eating like a feasting, starving, parasite.

I can not find a way out.

My mind is riddled without clues or sight.

I feel like im lost without what I thought was light.

But what was it?

It was violent silence.

History repeats the ambition of greed stricken vermin.

That rat will rot!

Rot!

ROT!