Scared Of My Type

I apologized million times for always teasing you

I'm sorry I took you for granted

I was just trying to show that I cared

But how come you're always there for me

Even when I don't expect you to be?

I think I love you

But I can't tell you and it hurts me so deeply

It cuts like a knife

And your brother said he'll help me out

But I'm still in doubt

And everyone says that you're good for me

And I want to believe

But how can this be?

Pale blue eyes looking at mine deeply

Oh how I want to hug you

But will you let me?

All I can get is a high five and a thousand thumbs up

Why is this so confusing?

Do you love me or not?

What can I do to get you to tell me that?

I love you, truly

But I can't tell you and it hurts me so deeply

It cuts like a knife

You're the only one I want to talk to

The only one I truly miss day and night

Fight after fight, we always make up so easily

How do we do that?

Is it because I love you, or am I scared of you?