I wish I could make time go by faster
Maybe I'd forget about you
And all of the crappy things you did to me
Maybe I'd finally be able to find someone new
I wish I wouldn't have spent
All of my money buying you monsters
Because now I can't put gas in my car
Was it all worth it?
I bet you loved
All of the five hour phone calls and all of the gifts
Even though you said that I was too sensitive
But still, nothing could ever change how much I miss your kiss
I know it's pathetic, but you know
That if you were to show up and apologize
I would forgive you on the spot
If you gave me a hug, I would cry into your shoulder
I don't care that you're older
Or that you up and left with no warning
Can I meet you in the morning?
I wish I wouldn't have spent
All of my money buying you monsters
Because now I can't put gas in my car
Was it all worth it?
All of the energy I put into you was more than either of us had
But I loved every second of it
You were my first love, but do you regret it?
We weren't even dating yet, but you wanted to make a good impression on my parents
We talked about our future together
But now you're not even in my life
All of my friends hate how much I care about you
Even though I try to hide it by acting interested in all of these guys
I can't be in a relationship after what you did
You are sick in the head to think that I want you back
So I guess you're sicker than you thought you were
I know it's pathetic, but you know
That if you were to show up and apologize
I would forgive you on the spot
If you gave me a hug, I would cry into your shoulder
Working with your brother is a constant reminder
Of you and our past
But I know that I can never go back
For my sanity, don't you think I care about yours
You were never nice or even mine
But I still fell hard for you
I don't know why
And I hate it
