Hate That I Still Love You

I wish I could make time go by faster

Maybe I'd forget about you

And all of the crappy things you did to me

Maybe I'd finally be able to find someone new

I wish I wouldn't have spent

All of my money buying you monsters

Because now I can't put gas in my car

Was it all worth it?

I bet you loved

All of the five hour phone calls and all of the gifts

Even though you said that I was too sensitive

But still, nothing could ever change how much I miss your kiss

I know it's pathetic, but you know

That if you were to show up and apologize

I would forgive you on the spot

If you gave me a hug, I would cry into your shoulder

I don't care that you're older

Or that you up and left with no warning

Can I meet you in the morning?

I wish I wouldn't have spent

All of my money buying you monsters

Because now I can't put gas in my car

Was it all worth it?

All of the energy I put into you was more than either of us had

But I loved every second of it

You were my first love, but do you regret it?

We weren't even dating yet, but you wanted to make a good impression on my parents

We talked about our future together

But now you're not even in my life

All of my friends hate how much I care about you

Even though I try to hide it by acting interested in all of these guys

I can't be in a relationship after what you did

You are sick in the head to think that I want you back

So I guess you're sicker than you thought you were

I know it's pathetic, but you know

That if you were to show up and apologize

I would forgive you on the spot

If you gave me a hug, I would cry into your shoulder

Working with your brother is a constant reminder

Of you and our past

But I know that I can never go back

For my sanity, don't you think I care about yours

You were never nice or even mine

But I still fell hard for you

I don't know why

And I hate it