Heartbroken

I know what I did

I know why did it in the first place

of course I didn't want to but my heart had different plans..for me

Of course you thought I despised you, of course I acted that way, now I can't show my face around you. You know how depressed I became. I thought it wasn't gonna be that bad, but her I am crying to sleep. I know this isn't the end of the story, but it's the end for me.

Cause I know I really messed up

I, I know our friendship it was only not enough. Trust me I didn't want to fall for you.But I did.

Friends ask if I'm ok, I say I'm just tired but really...I'm heartbroken, i know you didnt like me that way, you saw me as a friend. And I'll know that till the end. I don't know why but I ruined our friendship...so I'm heartbroken

I act like I'm fine, but I'm really not fine, I just a hug from you but I don't want you to be mine. Can we just be friends, I just really don't want this friendship to end this bad. Why did it end up this way. Everytime time I see you walk in my direction I always run away. I go to bed late, when I realize I have to see you the next day.

Cause I know I really messed up

I, I know our friendship it was only not enough. Trust me I didn't want to fall for you.But I did.

I could have not ignored you, I should have been more brave. Since when did the universe part us this far. I know it's probably for the best, maybe we weren't meant to be friends. Might as well part ways, and never speak of this again.

Friends ask if I'm ok, I say I'm just tired but really...I'm heartbroken, i know you didnt like me that way, you saw me as a friend. And I'll know that till the end. I don't know why but I ruined our friendship...so I'm heartbroken

Cause maybe we could try and go back in time. I now know that I made a huge mistake. I really sorry we ended up this. I think I might not not talk to you again.Cause I'm Heartbroken, since when did I fall for you, Since when have a felt this way about anyone else. You kinda special to me.