Verse 1
I was just a brown-skinned girl with open hands
No armor on my heart, no one understand
They said, “Be strong,” but never asked me why
I learned to swallow pain before I learned to cry
Mama busy surviving, world moving fast
I was growing up inside the aftermath
Every silence left a bruise on my mind
Every “you’ll be fine” left me behind
Pre-Chorus
I carried things a child shouldn’t know
Smiles covering wounds I never showed
I needed safety, I got survival
Love felt conditional
Chorus
I was unprotected, wide open in the fire
Grew up with the hurt, yeah it wired my desire
Some days I’m up, feel like I can touch the sky
Some nights I’m low, can’t look myself in the eye
They call it bipolar, but they don’t know
It started with a little girl nobody held close
Verse 2
I learned how to read a room before a book
Learned how to disappear with just one look
Men saw my body before my age
Took pieces of me, left me with rage
I move fast when the pain feels slow
Talk all night, then I don’t say a word for days though
Love me loud, then I run away
Scared if I stay, you’ll see the break
Pre-Chorus
I’m not crazy, I’m conditioned
From a life where I wasn’t listened
If you knew what I survived
You’d see why I’m split inside
Chorus
I was unprotected, wide open in the fire
Grew up with the hurt, yeah it wired my desire
Some days I’m up, feel like I can touch the sky
Some nights I’m low, can’t look myself in the eye
They call it bipolar, but they don’t know
It started with a little girl nobody held close
Bridge
Don’t label my pain without the story
Don’t judge my waves, you don’t know the storm in me
I didn’t wake up this way by choice
I learned to scream without a voice
If I’m too much, it’s ‘cause I carried too much
If I pull away, it’s ‘cause love never stayed long enough
I’m healing in rhythm, learning my pace
Trying to love the girl trauma made
Break (soft, half-sung)
I needed protection
I needed direction
I needed someone to say
“You’re safe”
Final Chorus
I was unprotected, but I’m still here
Turning all that pain into something real
Some days I shine, some days I ache
But I’m learning how to stay
They call it bipolar, I call it truth
A grown woman surviving what she lived through
Outro
I was an unprotected child
But I’m my own safe place now
Yeah… I’m my own safe place now