This ain’t a flex, it’s a confession.
**Hook:**
I’m addicted to the life like it owns my soul,
Every “no” I tell it just lose control.
It pull me back in when I try break free,
Got me chained to the streets like it’s part of me.
Highs feel holy, lows feel cursed,
Every step I take just makes it worse.
I’m addicted to the life, can’t shake that sound,
Even when it bury me six feet down.
**Verse 1:**
It start like a spark, then it turn to a blaze,
Now I’m trapped in the heat of these endless days.
Eyes wide open but I sleep with fear,
‘Cause the life I chose don’t disappear.
Adrenaline screaming when the danger close,
Heart beat heavy like it overdosed.
Every “win” just a setup for a bigger fall,
But I still answer when I hear it call.
I seen loyalty die in a blink of an eye,
Seen real ones vanish under streetlight sky.
Still I chase that rush like it’s oxygen,
Even knowing damn well where it’s locking me in.
**Hook:**
I’m addicted to the life like it owns my soul,
Every “no” I tell it just lose control.
It pull me back in when I try break free,
Got me chained to the streets like it’s part of me.
Highs feel holy, lows feel cursed,
Every step I take just makes it worse.
I’m addicted to the life, can’t shake that sound,
Even when it bury me six feet down.
**Verse 2:**
Paranoia creeping like it live in my blood,
Every friendly face feel like a mask in the mud.
Sleep don’t come easy when your mind stay loud,
Hear whispers in the dark even in a crowd.
Money come fast but it vanish faster,
Every move I make just a new disaster.
Tryna outrun it but it knows my name,
Like it carved in my skin, like it built this chain.
Mama pray for me but I don’t reply,
Hard to tell her truth when I don’t know why.
I’m two people trapped in the same damn frame,
One want peace, one want the flame.
**Bridge:**
It don’t let go, it don’t lose its grip,
It rewrite your heart every time you slip.
You don’t leave it—it leaves you broke,
With a hollow chest and a chokehold smoke.
**Verse 3:**
I seen the exit sign but I walked right past,
Like I’m scared of a life that’s meant to last.
Comfort in chaos, peace feel fake,
When your whole identity’s a mistake you make.
But the mirror don’t lie when the night get still,
And I hear that voice saying “you can’t kill will.”
So I stand in the wreck of what I became,
Trying to outrun the call of my own damn name.
**Hook (Final):**
I’m addicted to the life like it owns my soul,
Every “no” I tell it just lose control.
It pull me back in when I try break free,
Got me chained to the streets like it’s part of me.
Highs feel holy, lows feel cursed,
Every step I take just makes it worse.
I’m addicted to the life… but I see the cost,
Every road I take just leads to what I lost.
HbKeed