(Verse 1)
Man, I wear my guard like armor, heart on low rotation,
Say Iβm fine out loud, but insideβs hesitation.
Swipe right, ghost flights, Iβm the king of miscommunication,
Text read, left on seen β repeat the same damn situation.
I learned to dodge the pain, so I never learned to feel,
Hands on the wheel, but I never let love steer the wheel.
Smile in the mirror, tell myself Iβm healinβ,
But every close call ends with me retreatinβ.
(Hook)
Iβm bad at love, yeah, I know itβs true,
I push away the ones who try to get through.
Cold words, closed doors, I donβt give enough,
Caught in my own ways β Iβm just bad at love.
(Verse 2)
Bought her flowers once, forgot to say Iβm sorry,
Ainβt no fairy tale here, just a crooked story.
Promises like paper planes, they fold in the storm,
I got a map to run away β never learned to form.
I fear the quiet moments where the real talk lives,
So I crack a joke, walk off, and skip what real love gives.
I wanna change the script but I donβt know how to start,
Stuck in the same beat, same broken part.
(Bridge)
If I could, Iβd learn to listen, leave the ego at the door,
Trade the defense for honesty, be brave enough to soar.
Maybe one day Iβll show up whole, not half the man Iβve been,
Till then I own the truth β Iβm still learning how to win.
(Hook)
Iβm bad at love, yeah, I know itβs true,
I push away the ones who try to get through.
Cold words, closed doors, I donβt give enough,
Caught in my own ways β Iβm just bad at love.
(Outro)
Ainβt asking for a medal, just want a brand new try,
To slow my breath, drop my guard, and let a real heart fly.