As lonely as I am

As lonely as I am life just keeps getting harder . With an old truck with the entire frame rusted out!! Oooo I just don’t feel any hope going through everything that I’m going through right now!!! Mixed emotions and feelings racing in my head. I really don’t know how much more of this that I can take . Life right just isn’t going my way!! Ooooo oooooo It’s always something going upside down . I got people telling me I should get rid of this truck and part it out. Gonna leave me with nothing! Life’s starting to be a roller coaster. A ride that I want off so bad . It keeps going faster and faster and getting worse . I hate my job working 6 to 6 . They work us like they hate us . It’s just one thing to another . I can’t wrap my head around it!!!! Oooooo oooo everyone keeps telling me it’s gonna get better and it never does . I just wanna wrap this truck around this tree . But I can’t do that I have to much to lose. I don’t!!!! Know how much of this I can take. It’s an ending circus in my head oooooo Just gotta keep pushing . Each day seems like years that don’t get better. It’s the hole world against me . I just can’t take to many blows . My heart is hurting from all of this trauma . I can’t find the words to express how I feel!!! Maybe can somebody come save me from this nightmare that’s never ending . Come take my pain away from this pain. Chest pains hurting even more now . Now my heart and chest feel like there gonna blow out . I need somebody to save me when I’m at my lowest oooooo oooooo I’m lost for words . I’m hurting so much my brain and mind won’t work .

As lonely as I am life just keeps getting harder . With an old truck with the entire frame rusted out!! Oooo I just don’t feel any hope going through everything that I’m going through right now!!! Mixed emotions and feelings racing in my head. I really don’t know how much more of this that I can take . Life right just isn’t going my way!! Ooooo oooooo It’s always something going upside down . I got people telling me I should get rid of this truck and part it out. Gonna leave me with nothing! Life’s starting to be a roller coaster. A ride that I want off so bad . It keeps going faster and faster and getting worse . I hate my job working 6 to 6 . They work us like they hate us . It’s just one thing to another . I can’t wrap my head around it!!!! Oooooo oooo everyone keeps telling me it’s gonna get better and it never does . I just wanna wrap this truck around this tree . But I can’t do that I have to much to lose. I don’t!!!! Know how much of this I can take. It’s an ending circus in my head oooooo Just gotta keep pushing . Each day seems like years that don’t get better. It’s the hole world against me . I just can’t take to many blows . My heart is hurting from all of this trauma . I can’t find the words to express how I feel!!! Maybe can somebody come save me from this nightmare that’s never ending . Come take my pain away from this pain. Chest pains hurting even more now . No