[Verse 1]
Coffee gone cold on the desk
Unread texts piling like debt
Ceiling fan carving the dark
I watch it spin
Forget my part
[Chorus]
I’m scared of the quiet
Scared of the noise
Head full of thunder
Hands with no choice
If this is growing up
I think I missed the sign
I’m breathing in the panic
Exhaling every lie
I’m begging the morning
To keep me alive this time
[Verse 2]
Three-day shirt
Same old stain
Scrolling till my thumb feels strange
Every smile a paper mask
Every “I’m fine” a breaking glass
[Chorus]
I’m scared of the quiet
Scared of the noise
Head full of thunder
Hands with no choice
If this is growing up
I think I missed the sign
I’m breathing in the panic
Exhaling every lie
I’m begging the morning
To keep me alive this time
[Bridge]
Tell me it’s okay to stay
In yesterday
For one more day (one more day)
Porch light flicker
I’m still here
Half in hope and half in fear
[Chorus]
I’m scared of the quiet
Scared of the noise
Head full of thunder
Hands with no choice
If this is growing up
I think I missed the sign
I’m breathing in the panic
Exhaling every lie
I’m begging the morning
To keep me alive this time