Layin' awake, livin' inside my head
Sometimes I ask myself, "what if I were dead?"
Would they cry?
Would they try?
Would they try to remember me?
Darkness takes the reins
I tell myself it's all the same
And when things actually change
It's all for the worse
The worse
I just want to shake this, but how can I?
How can I survive?
"Just stay alive"
That's what I tell myself
But it's difficult when life is hell
I'm so broken, gettin' drunk
I'll tell you, life is no fun
It's no fun for me
No fun for me
So I'll suffer with this
This difficult life
I keep askin' myself
I keep askin', "why?"
I don't know what to do
Where to go
It seems to me that the good times have flown away
With my demons, I've been wrestlin'
It seems I'm always tired
There ain't no restin'
"Just stay alive"
That's what I tell myself
But it's difficult when life is hell
I'm so broken, gettin' drunk
I'll tell you, life is no fun
It's no fun for me
No fun for me
Oooo
It's no fun
Oooo
Oooo
Oooo
Oooo
I'm wipin' the tears away
But I know later I'll cry again
I'm just hopin' the devil doesn't win
Whoa
And it'll continue like this I bet
It seems I'll always be put to the test
"Just stay alive"
That's what I tell myself
But it's difficult when life is hell
I'm so broken, gettin' drunk
I'll tell you, life is no fun
It's no fun for me
No fun for me
Oooo
It's no fun
It's no fun
It's no fun
I'm sorry
So sorry
Sorry for me weakness
But I'm still hopin'
I'm still dreamin'
Oooo
Oooo
Oooo
Oooo