Losing

46 years old, still shuttin down bars

Three a.m., stumbling in the door

8 years and we ain't come far

Selfish habits and secret agendas

Never happy with what God handed ya

Always looking for the next best thing Something new to make you feel alive

While im dead at home

I need revived

You search but nothing ever fills that space

You just keep running in the same place

You could have peace if u werent shallow

You be could have it all but you wont now

You got a good woman at home

Still out here acting alone

Ignoring whats important

You say you want it but ignore it

Tell me what you're chasing now

What you trying to prove?

Every time you get what you want

You find another excuse

Is it fear? Is it pride? Is it something deep inside?

Cause everybody sees the pattern but you And I'm tired of waiting on you

46 years old, still collecting scars

Turning your pain into broken hearts

You say you're free, but freedom ain't this

Youre stuck in your head, all the moments you miss

One day all of this will fade

Nobody will know your name

And all that's left is the truth you claim Looking back at what you gave away

I spent years holding on

Staying loyal to a fraud

You swore you'd never do it

But you're out there looking stupid

You have me here

But you're out there choosing

At the end of the day

You're the one losing

That's not an assumption. That's a conclusion.

The memories, the fun, the laughter the play

Soon they'll be grown, youre missing the days

So stay focused on you

And continue to do

All the things you put us through

You will miss out again and again

Because this time im done

My last straw, its final.

The End.