Last words

My bags are packed I wrote you a  note don't cry for me I think it's time to gooooo I endured so much pain that my body aches turning up the bottle like its a way to escape I'm tired of crying I'm tired of trying I'm tired of failing I'm tired of fighting I just  wanna take my last breath  lay  my soul to rest 
[Chorus] these are my last words before I take my last breath cherish all the memories and good laughs I'm sorry I never meant to make anyone cry but I have to say goodbye these are my last words before I take my last breath cherish all the memories and good laughs I'm sorry I never meant to make anyone cry but I have to say goodbye
[Verse] father in heaven forgive me for my sins you tested my patience but I failed with in as I fall on my knees all I ask is for mercy please  give me a reason to breathe all I want is to support my family hear my cries holy father protect my son's and my daughters don't let them fail like me so give me a reason all I've delt with is treason back stabbed by those I love the most so give a reason to see the sun again 
[Pre Chorus] theses are my last words these are my last words these are my last words 
[Chorus]these are my last words before I take my last breath cherish all the memories and good laughs I'm sorry I never meant to make anyone cry but I have to say goodbye these are my last words before I take my last breath cherish all the memories and good laughs I'm sorry I never meant to make anyone cry but I have to say goodbye

Dark melodic rap, dark trap, piano chords, crisp 808s, rhythmic flow, haunting vocal pads in the background male