Shadows of My Mind

Yeah, I’m tired, tired of the fight

Let me fade into the night

Can’t escape these shadows in my mind

Just wanna find peace, to leave it all behind

Wake up, feel the weight, heavy on my chest

Living every day like I’m just trying to pass the test

Echoes of my past racing through my head

Hold this pain, wishing I could lay it all to rest

Every mirror shows a different face

Lost in reflections, trying to find my place

Misunderstood, heart filled with scars

Searching for love but I’ve been torn apart

Moments slipping, slipping away

Caught in a maze, can’t find my way

All the love I’ve given, turned to ash

Now I sit in silence, hope will never last

I just wanna sleep and never wake

Escape this pain, for my own sake

Trust is broken, love’s a mistake

Living tired, can’t take the ache

Thoughts of closing my eyes, a fleeting escape

But deep inside, I know I’m sealing my fate

Kids that don’t see the hurt I hide

Trying to be strong, but I’ve exhausted my pride

Regret weighs heavy, I’m drowning in doubt

Wish I could turn back and change what’s gone south

From scratch, yeah, start anew

But these memories, they’re all I knew

If I go, maybe I’ll find peace

From this pain, this endless grief

But I know deep down, I’ll keep fighting

Till the morning comes, I keep igniting

Whispered thoughts, searching in the night

Memories flicker, kindling the light

When I fade away and disappear from sight

Hold onto the laughter, keep the love alive

Moments we cherish, in our hearts they thrive

Every joyful tear, every smile we derive

Living on the edge of what's unknown

Seeking salvation, where seeds are sown

In a world of darkness, trying to find my way

Hoping that my spirit can someday stay

When I die, please don't forget me

Keep those memories alive, set my soul free

Hold my laughter, cherish every sight

Be kind to everyone, shine your light

Questions in my mind, wandering through scriptures

Searching for answers, deeper in the scriptures

Living in a world of sin, trying to be real

Hoping someday, I’ll find the ideal

Life’s so fragile, we never really know

When it’s our time to go, to the unknown glow

Living now, with love and grace

In every moment, find your place