Shadows of My Mind

[Intro]
Yeah, I’m tired, tired of the fight
Let me fade into the night
Can’t escape these shadows in my mind
Just wanna find peace, to leave it all behind

[Verse 1]
Wake up, feel the weight, heavy on my chest
Living every day like I’m just trying to pass the test
Echoes of my past racing through my head
Hold this pain, wishing I could lay it all to rest
Every mirror shows a different face
Lost in reflections, trying to find my place
Misunderstood, heart filled with scars
Searching for love but I’ve been torn apart

[Pre-Chorus]
Moments slipping, slipping away
Caught in a maze, can’t find my way
All the love I’ve given, turned to ash
Now I sit in silence, hope will never last

[Chorus]
I just wanna sleep and never wake
Escape this pain, for my own sake
Trust is broken, love’s a mistake
Living tired, can’t take the ache

[Bridge]
Thoughts of closing my eyes, a fleeting escape
But deep inside, I know I’m sealing my fate
Kids that don’t see the hurt I hide
Trying to be strong, but I’ve exhausted my pride

[Sad Verse]
Regret weighs heavy, I’m drowning in doubt
Wish I could turn back and change what’s gone south
From scratch, yeah, start anew
But these memories, they’re all I knew


If I go, maybe I’ll find peace
From this pain, this endless grief
But I know deep down, I’ll keep fighting
Till the morning comes, I keep igniting
Whispered thoughts, searching in the night
Memories flicker, kindling the light

When I fade away and disappear from sight
Hold onto the laughter, keep the love alive
Moments we cherish, in our hearts they thrive
Every joyful tear, every smile we derive

[Pre-Chorus]
Living on the edge of what's unknown
Seeking salvation, where seeds are sown
In a world of darkness, trying to find my way
Hoping that my spirit can someday stay

[Chorus]
When I die, please don't forget me
Keep those memories alive, set my soul free
Hold my laughter, cherish every sight
Be kind to everyone, shine your light

[Bridge]
Questions in my mind, wandering through scriptures
Searching for answers, deeper in the scriptures
Living in a world of sin, trying to be real
Hoping someday, I’ll find the ideal

[Outro]
Life’s so fragile, we never really know
When it’s our time to go, to the unknown glow
Living now, with love and grace
In every moment, find your place

Trap rap , with 808s hard bass  soul bass and emotional rap delivery, pipe organ gothic tone