This is my path. This was my life.
I see more clearly today than I ever did before.
This is my history. This is what was.
Paths I walked. Too early. Often all alone.
I thought staying meant something.
I thought closeness meant help.
I trusted because I didn't know better.
And because I believed.
I carried more than you could see.
Responsibility for other lives. Every single day.
You saw the days when I functioned.
But not the nights when I could barely breathe.
I was not perfect. Not always strong.
I made mistakes because I was exhausted.
And there was no one to hold me.
Some things look easy from the outside.
Some things you survive quietly.
I was young and naive but not weak.
I fell. But I stayed.
And today I know who I am.
Some stood beside me and called it help.
But they made me smaller. Quieter. Unsure.
I believed too long that enduring meant love.
I believed too long that silence meant peace.
I don't tell this to complain.
I tell it because it is true.
Not everything is heard in applause.
Some things live between the lines.
I owe no one an explanation.
This is my path.
This was my life.